the vampire journals

caroline

Luca is adjusting to this new life so well apart from one almost in class today. He wants to drop out and I have told him it is good for him to be around humans as it will help him to adjust and he will also like it in the future if he finished his year. I look at him and I am still reminded of what I did to him but I am so happy we now get to be together forever with no complications like me thirsting for his blood. I do not like the few hours we spend apart during classes but when I see him again afterwards it is fantastic to feel his hand stroke my cheek and his arm wrap around my waist and to feel his lips press against mine. It is like we were made for each other in every way. I enjoy teaching him the way things are for us now how to hunt and how to be inconspicuous to humans. The hunting was fun, seeing him battle with the bear was so funny but I did have to give it to bear when he got the upper hand and practically ripped the clothes from luca’s body I got a right eye full. We soon gave up on hunting after that.
Things are going well now he has moved in with me and we spend every second we can together. There is still treacle and her army in the back of my mind and I know we must do something about it but im yet to figure out what.



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luca

I have given up my dorm room and now I live with caroline my other half my companion. We only spend time apart when it is absolutely necessary and that is only for a couple of hours during the few classes we don’t have together. I don’t really see the point in continuing but caroline says it is good practice for me to be around humans and that I will appreciate it one day. When she asks me to do something for her I will do no questions asked all I want is to make her happy and right now we both are. Im learning so much about how things work now for us, I can now hunt with skill and not leave myself a mess. That was not the case at first and caroline had a good laugh at my expense. I was stalking a bear deep in the woods and he got the upper hand I was knocked around and took out a few trees. My clothes were ripped to shreds and she really liked that part more than she should, but even though the bear clawed at me and should of ripped me to pieces I was unscratched, im getting used to being immortal and indestructible. The best part is being able to run faster than the eye can see, having the wind rush past it is a thrill. Im even finding I too have a supernatural gift, when I was human I was good at pushing people away and now I can actually push things away im developing telekinesis. I have to be careful when in class and around humans it is all too easy to forget and do what is natural to me now. I reached out for a book and it came sliding across the table the other day I was lucky that no one saw. I have to remember to breathe but when I do breathe it makes things harder as I get the scent of warm blood in the air. I came close today when a class mate cut her hand on the edge of the desk after tripping over her bag. Caroline was in the same class and she helped me to calm down. Whispering to the human ears but normal volume for my ears she reminded me to not breathe and to leave class as fast as we could but still with human speed. Once out in the fresh air it was easier and I am proud of myself for not exposing us. I can see it in carolines eyes that she too is proud of me. She seems more relaxed and carefree and happy now, I plan to keep it that way.