the vampire journals

luca

The dream wont stop it has been over a week now every night. She is there in the sun her wavy brown hair blowing in the breeze. I feel drawn to her but I know I should stay away but cant. I always wake up as I approach her and am about to hear her speak.

Tomorrow is my first day at the college and I look forward to it and im all settled in the dorm now it didn’t take long as I don’t have much stuff. I like to keep to myself but when you are new there is always someone who likes to try and drag you in to their little group. I cant wait

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luca

Well the first day was more than I had hoped for. The girl in my dreams was there sitting in the sun as I had seen. She saw me too im sure, but that air head of a girl tiffany made me look away and when I turned back she was gone. I asked around and found out that no one really knew her one person thought her name was caroline but they were not sure. She was beautiful surely some one would have noticed her. I looked for her the rest of the day I don’t know why but I felt compelled to. I was in the hall way later that day and turned a corner and almost knocked her over. I felt like I knew her that we were meant to know each other we introduced ourselves and she is called caroline.

I could not sleep so I went to the club down the street and she was there dancing with such grace it took my breath away. I watched her for a moment then she saw me smiling at her so I walked over and asked her to dance not something I would normally do but it felt right to have our bodies against each other she felt cold even though it was very warm in the club. Then all of a sudden she was gone she vanished so quickly I looked for her but she was gone so I headed home. The strange ting was is that I felt like I wasn’t alone. I dreamt about of her again


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luca

Today I plucked up the courage and spoke to her it was so easy we spoke all day I even told her about the death of my parents and baby brother. Caroline has also lost her parents and is alone like me. I feel such a connection to her I cant explain but I like it I like her. I asked her out to dinner but she told me she had dinner plans, I was a bit put off by that but she agreed to go to the movies afterwards and gave me her address. After she left I couldn’t stop smiling all day.


I got the feeling from her that she likes the gentleman thing and that suits me just fine my mother taught me how to treat a woman and it came natural she had always told me I was born in the wrong century. I miss my mother. I got all dressed nice and picked her up at her house it is a great house old but with class, I suggested we walk as it is not far and such a nice evening. Plus it meant I got more time with her. I let her pick the movie and I got popcorn and juice though she had non of it. Once the lights went out I wasn’t interested in the movie no more I still couldn’t say what it was about. I was very aware of this beautiful woman sitting net to me so I took her hand it was cold but not unpleasant. My skin tingled by her touch it was amazing I didn’t want it to end but before long the lights were back on and we had to move. Once outside I took her hand again and we walked through the park talking. I admitted to her that I hadn’t paid attention to the movie neither had she. We got to her house but I didn’t want to push my luck so I didn’t ask to go in. instead I was feeling very lucky so when she turned to face me and I placed my hand on her face and kissed her it was great her lips were cool too but it just added to the pleasure. The smile was on my face all the way home I think im falling for her big time in fact I know I am, is it too soon to feel like this.